Real Pretender -jennycc(远鸽) @华人论坛:枫下论坛 The Rolia Forum of

Real Pretender

jennycc(远鸽)

本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛Once we met
I thought you were special to my wolrd
the one who speaks the same language with me in mind
the one who will reach my heart in deep
the one who is not average but different
I talked as I thought inside
I acted as we were in the same kind

when you told me I was weird
The way I talked you could not understand
The way I acted you could not accept
The way I imagine you don't expect
The feeling concerned you don't believe it
The way I am staying you have no patience to get about
It was a story which would never happen in your world

I found myself a jerk
a jerk who played her own mind around
a jerk who fell in love when illusion occured
a jerk who sheded tears for whom he laughed at

what you said have my world destoried
what you said have really had me hurt
I shrinkked shirnkked
like a wounded snake in corner

I tried to be back normal as you told
I tried to talk as I am an adult
I found my self a stranger
I could not understand what you said
The communication broke

how can I be changed
Only because you don't like
what I should be
be a real one of myself
but not real pretender更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net

(#1614347@0)
Last Updated: 2004-2-20

NICE ONE A,BUT LITTLE LONG.:) -jennycc(birdflu); 2004-2-18 (#1610518@0)

写了这么多也没人回应，不公平，帮你顶！ -wjiaca(WSY); 2004-2-19 {8} (#1612114@0)

我没看。

Ting Jiang Yi Qi A -jennycc(BlueBird); 2004-2-19 (#1612122@0)

Nobody to read is better than nobody to write.:} -jennycc(BlueBird); 2004-2-19 {25} (#1612565@0)
Don't object,I just hope

Support -qsccn(笑语); 2004-2-19 (#1612595@0)

Be strong -jennycc(BlueBird); 2004-2-19 {512} (#1612614@0)
When you really decide
Nothing can't be stopped

Not only you want
Not just imagine it

If you really really want
Not just wonder

Decide and stick on

Life could be hard
You need to be tough
Life could be fragile
You should be strong
Life could tell lie on you
You live to be true

When life breaks you down
You stand up and keep on
To be the brave one
The one never seeks alibi
To be loser

When you smile
The world smile together with you
When you cry
You will be crying alone

A Friend -jennycc(BlueBird); 2004-2-19 {899} (#1612621@0)
When I write
I know you are there
looking at
when I describe
I feel you get it
Which inspires me in the dark

You never say say what I expect
I admit
I need to be focused
I expect to be adored
I care if you appreciate
I fear being shaunted

I came
came as I have many stories with heart wrenching style
I seal
seal my mouth as I collect all the smile

when I feel down you remind me to cheer up
when I try to give up you encourage me to keep on

as we met

the story started as all the old one
the souls communicated each other when they saw
we hid our faces when the light on

it tells
we can never be intimate to have each other
as we are too proud to get close

let's be friend
friends like soulmate
a friend kept in the mind

a friend listens when you have tears wiped
a friend for a hand when you are in need
a friend smiles when you keep growing up

There is a world -jennycc(远鸽); 2004-2-20 {622} (#1614330@0)
There is a world outside
We listen and look
everyone looks like a stranger
There is a world in the mind
We learn and think
everybody seems intelligent
There is a world in heart
We love and hate
sometimes we are willing to be a jerk

There is a world we create
the world where to be seen by inner sight
the world people communicate with while silent
the world you discover people in the same kind
where people have special signal to understand
that's a poetic world

the world exists is not unique
the unique world is which you own inside
the one is seperated and sacred
maybe nobody can reach it

Real Pretender -jennycc(远鸽); 2004-2-20 {1147} (#1614347@0)
本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛Once we met
I thought you were special to my wolrd
the one who speaks the same language with me in mind
the one who will reach my heart in deep
the one who is not average but different
I talked as I thought inside
I acted as we were in the same kind

when you told me I was weird
The way I talked you could not understand
The way I acted you could not accept
The way I imagine you don't expect
The feeling concerned you don't believe it
The way I am staying you have no patience to get about
It was a story which would never happen in your world

I found myself a jerk
a jerk who played her own mind around
a jerk who fell in love when illusion occured
a jerk who sheded tears for whom he laughed at

what you said have my world destoried
what you said have really had me hurt
I shrinkked shirnkked
like a wounded snake in corner

I tried to be back normal as you told
I tried to talk as I am an adult
I found my self a stranger
I could not understand what you said
The communication broke

how can I be changed
Only because you don't like
what I should be
be a real one of myself
but not real pretender更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net

My Hero(modified) -jennycc(远鸽); 2004-2-21 {660} (#1615699@0)
Everytime
when I feel upset
When I am in despair
I hesitate
should I have my dream given up

I can endure the loneliness when I was alone
I can tolerate the ironic voice when it arose
I can face the hardship if it comes through

but
I can't stand
without you behind

You are the hero in my mind
when I am down who I can look up

You are the spiritual power
Which keeps my heart beating stronger
Which brings me the courage for going ahead

Lit up the light when I am in dark
Give me the strength when I need support
Make me determinate when I try to retreat

My hero
Who has the deep insight into my heart
where you are worshipped

Love ones will cry with you. -go4nature(蚯蚓 @@ 花木称知己!); 2004-2-19 (#1612678@0)

Love ones -jennycc(BlueBird); 2004-2-19 {57} (#1612685@0)
If smile I will smile with you.If cry ,let me cry alone:)

The road becomes a marsh after raining. The road becomes a knife after dry up. A group Kids play until midnight happily. No parent worries. That is in my dream too. -go4nature(蚯蚓 @@ 花木称知己!); 2004-2-19 (#1612639@0)

HAUNTING?:) -jennycc(BlueBird); 2004-2-19 (#1612677@0)

Like a ghost -go4nature(蚯蚓 @@ 花木称知己!); 2004-2-19 (#1612690@0)

Good nature! -jennycc(BlueBird); 2004-2-19 {22} (#1612753@0)
Love everyone around:)

An old diary book -jennycc(远鸽); 2004-2-20 {560} (#1613652@0)

I have an old diary book
with pink cover
It was once a gift
presented by an old friend

I recorded my joy in it
I buried sorrow there
All the story we had was saved
That's the secret of my driary book

When time went
The old friend left
I had my diary book locked
As I had the memory sealed

So many people I have ever met
The new stories happened
While I have my diary book opened
All the past came back
It made my eyes moistened

There is a man I can never forget
The man who gifted me that pink diary book
is my first lover forever

小姑娘情怀... :) -lubx(黑白世界*风云再起); 2004-2-20 (#1614132@0)

I like all these writings, sensitive, touching, and a beautiful mind -lubx(黑白世界*风云再起); 2004-2-20 (#1613770@0)

Thanks to The Black White World:) -jennycc(远鸽); 2004-2-20 {50} (#1614279@0)
Is that the day for noisy and night for lonely?^Q^

哈,不客气.. -lubx(黑白世界*风云再起); 2004-2-20 {117} (#1614413@0)
你写的很精彩, 很灵气的. 正中我意,我爱读女人写的很女人味,又有些精灵古怪的.你的文章还有其他的东西,很少有人可以写的出来,

Your Praise :) -jennycc(远鸽); 2004-2-21 {248} (#1615223@0)
It's a power which pushs me to goahead
it's a pressure which makes me work hard
it's a word which touchs a lonely heart
it's a light which lits up a soul when in dark
If
If I am really a bird
It's a wind which helps me fly higher
^Q^

sigh, -lubx(黑白世界*风云再起); 2004-2-21 {101} (#1615811@0)
希望这个世界上,有人可以真的读懂远方的鸽子, 我想,你可能已不需要别人读懂, 你, 从某方面讲, 已飞的太远了.

季节到了还会飞回来的 -charleslike(Unionville-愚人); 2004-2-21 (#1615840@0)
How come -jennycc(远鸽); 2004-2-22 (#1615941@0)

我 -lubx(黑白世界*风云再起); 2004-2-22 {110} (#1616079@0)
不知道为什么, 觉得读完你的东西,看似随手写来, 但不是为写而写.诗的部分, 比你的文章含义更丰富. 不是寻常人所能为..

It may mean more when you read with your own feelings. -jennycc(远鸽); 2004-2-22 (#1616669@0)

@

Real Pretender

Replies, comments and Discussions:

More Topics