There are a lot of JFC here, you don't have to choose that one. You knew what , she is living on this job which are supported by us all. If nobody join that session, they would lose their job, the government wouldn't pay them. NOW is one of competitor to them, and so are other JFCs. Take it easy, I think your English skill is good enough and there are a lot of books on how to find job, what kind of skills you need most. Try them, since finding a job is also the full-time job, you would win if you keep trying , keep going ahead, keep updating your skills. Don't keen on that kind of person. Don't be screwed up by her behavior. And I think, you would live much better on your own effort!