i've been trying for 3 years,really really hard,to find a real boyfriend here,i once gave all i could offer to try my best to make the relationship workde out,i lost it anyway.

as a woman,i want to love and to be loved,to have someone to be with me,to enjoy life,to live life,be happy,be a support to each other,to hug and have gentle or hot sex when i feel like...

i take care of myself,to be independent,to be tough,to be strong,not to be any burdon of anyone,try to make everybody happy in my family even some of my friends,i show people my sunny smile and my happy laughing,but behind all of this when i'm by myself,i feel very lonely at times......

why do i continue to depress myself? for who?for what???

now i decided to enjoy life in a who knows way

what u want?a night stand or more or a descent relationship?i would be more than happy to try any of it if i feel like

lchuqiao@hotmail.com